Misery

Knowing and doings are different things, they are far from each other. Then again doings and results are two tight to one branch, though do sprouts splits into two heads. There is expected fruit of Eden Garden, or into burning dusts.

Parenting is very challenging, and regret is very painful. The plan strategy, leaning knowledge, value teaching desires, and dedication of nurturing,s all fails, and force fail on innocent and knowledgeable ones.

After tremendous endurance, Waken up and realised, failure enforced upon me, despite hardest, full effort dedication and attentions. Love fails, love is weak and I only too weak, of course Delicate.

Sincerely with pain, Author Fatema Miah.

If we consider the total loss of our ethical and moral principles, this means that "human misery" "knocks on our door" ... "Misery" comes from the failure to fulfill our main duties towards others, and it is precisely there where it has its origin the entrance through the door of all "vices" .

in full of sorrow, I feel like to write a thole thesis on this at this moment of sharp ache. Ache Is the memory jolting pain.

Her its phrased acutely, "failure to fulfillment duty" on the contrary, and equally, for the deliberate planned target, victimised, painfully wounded, it's get to forced to drop, fall flat on face. Death, is not a failure, often not, once one overcomes death, left with bearing pain forced to face failure, painfully die again and again repeatedly. The repetition duration is short and often not alarmed.

Where it's about success, there bore result of fruition and the fruit to be taken by opponent those brutally been fighting Injuring you to fail on the attempts. What do you call this misery dear all?

History often made to be repeated not by history its self, it's the people, knowingly, they are, me, I and myself.

Ethics and moral principles, I have been nurturing promoting, in attempt to distribute, a whole lot of so much of it, been snatched off, in exchanged they give, crushed beneath feet, they stand up on it, name is Right of value, culture and Religion. They take Rights by claiming "Right". This is where misery mounted in.

Abuse of Right, murdering of the good, result to misery caused, by only evils and they are few, though supported by many.

Sadly, been waking up to new chapters, that my life been made in fantasy like novel story. Memory loss, kept me alive, I can say against my will to live. Yes, I have been thinking of my self death, to end my life, often. Being a faith person how can I say such. Yes, because I am not hypocrite, let alone to be a evil faith abuser.

A whole long chapters of life I had blank memory of on scenario of entanglement of many knots of too many strings on it.

Each and every knots of memory opening up, unlocking unknown occurrences, they are painful and tale of my victimisation. What a classic chapters. I was targeted by group of boys then later on men till now they are still the same ones. I didn't know.

They been hurting me. They turned up anywhere, they humiliate me, they attack with words and action with their made up lies allegation. They kept make me to forget each and everyone.

Fatema Miah (Raby).